Tuesday, November 22, 2005

and finally now, i realize that i'm asphyxiating myself. i understand it more than anything else right now.if this sounds tragically overdramatic, there's nothing that i should care about.call me a fugly bitch, hell..i dont care.its funny when i think that people actually unaturally perceive, and then speak of others.yes,other people whom they barely know about.i dont know what it really came from, be it jealousy, hatred or whatever.i dont get it.its conventional if its natural.i'm only inhuman if i dont believe so.
oh god i'm just tired.i'm tired!

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Tuesday, November 15, 2005

did i ever mention how insecurity could suck me deep inside.and talking about the issue of loneliness,sometimes i love being alone but sometimes it gets different and i'm left being helpless.right now, i just dont know what to do.but maybe later,i'll know.

my room's locked and i'm outside without the key.oh and theres no one in the room.it was really frustrating and i actually cried.but i couldnt scream cos i wouldnt want to wake my mom up.

right now is just the time.times where i get irritated so easily.sometimes i just get confused by just wondering whether it's just me or is it just the world.but it has come to my mind that theres no answer. but hey,this doesnt mean that i'm the type of person who cries over almost nothing.i know i can bear with my life.i lead my life.my life doesnt lead me.and i dont need anyone to think that i'm just typically emotional and depressed-over-nothing.


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Sunday, November 13, 2005

yes, i like it simple.
tomorrow's another episode of another hari raya walkathon and i'm hungry for more kuih tarts.i just can't get enough of it.
i'll be meeting ash this evening to pass my camcorder to him since today's the last day he'll have hairs on his head.its a must for him to take shots of his lovely candy-floss-like hair.
today is so le-mundane.i have nothing to babble about.

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Sunday, November 06, 2005

this blog's inactivity is due to
me being internet-less.
please contunie to come back
for more if you're interested
cos i am back to square one.yay.

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