Wednesday, August 31, 2005

dear today, you're just so lovely.

everything and everyone humoured me today.

yippy yay because that seldom happened.

being onstage wasnt that bad
afterall.
but i did screw up a performance
that was suppose to be somewhat better.
yes, i so screwed up
the toning of my voice.bah.
inspite of it, i'm starting to believe
that my stage-fright is
decreasingly pending.
so, i want more.
i want to perform more.
ok, only maybe.
ahaahaha.

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urm.pre-wayout?.

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thePlacids.

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the haiyuls in addition.

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from left: shafiq,saiful,zaha & alif

we: syahiid, izzat and i lingered and patrolled around
q.p.s from 3 till 4.
and then to mcdonalds.
i seemed to enjoy being around them.
so, this was our after-school activity.

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in search for syahiid's lucky coin.

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duo of the day.

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them and i.

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a shot of qihua pri's very own gardener.

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despite the level of the water cooler, he just couldn’t resist it.

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oh well, I miss this place.

i went to see fathien to check
her condition after that.
she was down with everything
and its so worrying me.
good hopes for her to get better.

okay, i'm off to watch one tree hill.
gdnight.


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Thursday, August 18, 2005

ah, correction.
let me correct the previous post.
whether we will be playing the original or not,
the results will be out tomorrow.
i really really hope we could qualify.

flashback during the audition:

1) my pair of legs were shaking so hard
while i was singing.
2) I couldnt really get my voice out
when it was my time to sing.
3) I turned calm at that
part when i told myself
that i shall sing with all my heart.
(AH-HAH!)
4) the comment given was that
the song was a good composition.yay.

so now, i shall keep my fingers crossed.

and ya, i'm so sorry if i failed
to update as much.
been so busy with so many things.
i'm so oblivious with things
and time whirling so fast
around my social orbit .
my clay sculpture is due tomorrow.
and i'm not even half-way done!
ok i will update more, maybe tomorrow.
laterss.

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Wednesday, August 10, 2005

below are the lyrics.

OUR REDEEM.

A sublime view of you.
So withstanding yet idyllic.
Such a bliss you give.
You’re a catalyst.

We slept deep in oblivion
on quilts of stars while
the lesson crawls.
With your words we
blithely ignored.
And the repugnance of
our deeds
that seemed so churlish
and inane.

Apologies will we render.
For our idol,
for you,
We will (illustrate our heartfelt gratitude)
We will (revere you)

You’re an inspiration
for our graduation.
Your arms will be
our duvets for eternity.
Your patience and
guidance were the
remedies when we
were being obtuse.

These words, an illustration
of our tribute to you
will dwell in our hearts.
And high hopes for yours too.

Your name shall be a byword for beauty.

correct and notify me if there's any error(s).
my english aint perfect.
and just in case you've been wondering
to whom this song will be addressed to,
well, its the teachers.
this song will be sung on teachers' day


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at ljs.

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yes, the shortest is none other than me.

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spot me!

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from left: syazana,hadi,zaha & zul.

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pity this tree.

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the smallest one is mine.

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hadi's.

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omg. i just cant stop clicking.

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one of my failed attempts to catch their moves.

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some downs occured last sunday so the group split.
syazana,zaha,zul,hadi and i were the remaining ones.
we went to several places i cant recall
and ended up lingering at esplanade.
so yeh, the pics shall speak for me.
plus, we've made an orignal.
lyrics will be on the next entry.

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Wednesday, August 03, 2005

its all making sense in a perverse sort of way.
it was just me, my karma.
i pissed off friends just when i needed them to be close.
i made bad choices for stupid
reasons(which seemed perfectly plausible the moment they presented themselves).
i knew it, and i didn't change things.
why should i be surprised when it all backfired?
bluergh. i have no doubts of not caring what others perceive of me nonetheless.

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*hadi nisa diyana kal kin dil fathien syafiq hairul

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