Thursday, June 30, 2005

I had fun with colours!

So here it is, the final product.
ahahahaha.
Just like i predicted, its always
and still so mediocre.

Im going through something - a phase of self-discovery that is.

i've yet to know myself.
and i kinda love school.
cos im eager to learn new things.
i'm surprised yet happy with myself.
funny how fast time flow
and things change.
i'm gonna make the best out
of everything i do from now on.
yes, it'll be worthwhile indeed.i'm sure.

and this feeling just mellowed me. :)


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Monday, June 27, 2005

ive lack of sleep.
still lacking though.
only had 2hours of it.
i wonder why i'm still here,still living.
cos the eyebags are too big.

i left home at 630 or so.
destination was blk 168.
so i nested at the void deck for a few minutes til
Hadi came down the stairs prolly ard seven.
we walkity walked to school and reached there just in time.
while i was waiting for him, i fucking wished
that i lived anywhere near school.
so that i dun have to take any bus/mrt and be
stuck in the crowd shit to school.
but too bad i hate the marsiling area.

so well, first day of school was hellokay.
a combination of both good and bad.
i must say that good first impressions should
be one of everyone's living rules.
The thilagam(however shit i'm suppose to spell it)woman
became the new maths teacher.
and ouh, the co-form too.
so sudden.
The first day of school and we were given assignments.
That was not good alright.
well you should know me.
i'd make a big fat fuss over something so smidgen.
but that doesnt mean im a spoilt brat.



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-She would die for he.

4 months & still counting.heh. :B


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Sunday, June 26, 2005


Mom and I pursued an argument last night.
food was the issue.
now, this was where my inner-child blooms.
but i cant force to squeeze everything in my stomach can i?
but i did though.cos i had to.oh well, lets skip this.

anyway, i feel like sharing my current playlist.


1. The bled - sound of sulfur
2. Kittie - into the darkness
3. Kittie - brackish
4. Marion raven - end of me
5. Taufik batisah - missing you always
6. Taufik batisah - one last
7. Metric - combat baby
8. Metric - dead disco
9. As i lay dying - forever
10. As i lay dying - 94 hours
11. Trivium - requiem
12. A7x - second heartbeat
13. Saosin - seven years
14. Saosin - i can tell
15. Saosin - i've been dying to reach you
16. Emery - walls
17. Thrice - cold cash and colder hearts
18. Saves the day - at your funeral
19. Mae - last call
20. Hawthorne heights - ohio is for lovers
21. Mocca - me and my boyfriend
22. Parking lot pimp - blow
23. Dead poetic - the dream club murders
24. Atreyu - demonology and heartache
25. Best interest - magic sticks in december
26. From autumn to ashes - autumn's monologue
27. System of a down - toxicity
28. Showbread - dead by dawn
29. The cardigans - ironman
30. The cardigan - love me
31. Children of bodom - children of decadence
32. Ash - burn baby burn
33. Hatebreed - another day, another vendetta
34. Hot hot heat - middle of nowhere
35. Mew - she spider

Phew.


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my face is gonna crack in no time. and then followed by my body.
the assignments are still not done. ohh, i could care less anymore.
god, i so need photoshop. i'm almost rotting here.
okay, i should stop before i get gibberish.

i did look through the pictures. of course, plenty were aging.

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i stumbled onto this. its one of the few artworks i did.kinda blur though.


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Saturday, June 25, 2005


i am without a life.
i have neither a camera nor photoshop.
the computer's functioning abnormally.
it's so fucking slow and i can't install anything in it.
so many of my babies broke down.
the camera, the computer(almost) and my one and only cd player.
my hopes that the next one won't be my mp3 are high.
there won't be any new photos coming since the camera turned nutsomaniac.
but only as soon as i get the camera either repaired or i just get a new one.
and i'm thinking of reformating the computer.which also means that everything thats kept inside will be gone.ahhhhhhhhhhh. why why why??!
and not forgeting my assignments.they're not done yet.

ohhh, just a day and a few more hours to sweet hell.
i'm tired.


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Thursday, June 23, 2005


lj was way too complicated for me. i'm just too lazy to figure everything out.
so i thought of being a blogger back again. only because i understand the templates and stuff.
but i'll still consider blogger thrashy. i just do this for fun. i'll post entries randomly,
just as and when i like. so yeh, i'll update only when i feel like it.
ahahahahahaaa.i'm such a lazy ass.
and a paranoid bitch too. for now,at least.


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